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Rachel
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Join date: 2008-10-23
Age: 28
Location: Springfield, MO

PostSubject: August 8-2-08   Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:51 pm

Rachel says: hi

Nick says: hi babe

Nick says: whats wrong

Nick says: your sick

Rachel says: yeah

Nick says: kiss

Nick says: i really your dp pic

Rachel says: thanks

Nick says: omg i opened your mail

Nick says: and started reading it

Nick says: and i was like wtf I didn't hit the sze button

Nick says: i woke her up

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: then i realized it was your fan fic

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: i was like wow she is blaiming me for staying up all

Rachel says: aw

Nick says: you realize

Nick says: if I am going to be blamed for keeping your sexy ass up all

Nick says: we will be doing things

Rachel says: gotcha

Nick says: pulls you close

Nick says: missed you all day

Rachel says: i missed you too

Rachel says: especially when i got home

Nick says: ok take off your shirt

Nick says: and lay on your belly

Rachel says: *does as I'm told, with no arguments*

Nick says: wow

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: ok take off your pants and spread your legs

Nick says: lol

Rachel says no too sick for that

Nick says: i'm just playing

Rachel says: i know

Rachel says: i would've signed off had i thought you weren'

Nick says: straddles you

Nick says: puts oil on my hands

Rachel says: mmmm

Nick says: massaging up and down your back

Nick says: leans over talks very seductively in your ear

Nick says: do you like my hands on you

Rachel says: mmm of course I do, keep going

Nick says: working my thumbs up and down your spine

Rachel says: *holding in giggles*

Nick says: kissing the side of your neck as I massage you

Nick says: moves my hands to your shoulders

Rachel says: *moans softly as I feel the achiness leave my body*

Nick says: sits on your butt

Nick says: working your lower back

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: *gripping pillow, sighs and giggles*

Nick says: slips my fingers under your waist band a lil and strokes them and forth feeling your skin

Nick says: goes to massaging your back

Rachel says: *feels myself growing very relaxed, my body goes limp*

Nick says: your skin is very soft

Rachel says: Thanks

Nick says: kissing softly up and down your spine

Nick says: as i massage your shoulders

Rachel says: *has grown very silent*

Nick says: yes i noticed

Nick says: your all quiet

Rachel says: yes i'm quiet when i'm sick

Nick says: its ok hun

Nick says: lays on the side of you

Nick says: takes off my shirt too

Rachel says: turns my head to you and softly smiles

Nick says: there we match

Rachel says: ha ha

Rachel says: scoots closer and buries my head in your chest

Nick says: mmm

Nick says: running my fingers lightly up and down your

Rachel says: work was miserable

Nick says: wanna talk about it

Rachel says: it was really hot today. I spent half my shift in the bathroom cuz the heat was getting to me real bad

Nick says: my poor baby

Rachel says: then customers were being really annoying

Nick says: so whats ailing you

Nick says: your sugar, stomache , head

Rachel says: all of the above

Nick says: rubbing your tummy

Rachel says: thank you

Nick says: kissing your forhead

Nick says: i love being babied

Nick says: and i love babying my girl

Rachel says: i love to baby, but never been babied

Nick says: well its about time someone pampered you

Rachel says: definitely long overdue

Nick says: so this story

Nick says: whats the rating

Rachel says: G

Nick says: pg or r or x

Nick says: damn

Rachel says: well i guess PG

Rachel says: cuz i curse

Rachel says: a lot

Nick says: gonna have to write an x one for ya

Rachel says: yes it was for a challenge on this fan fic site i'm a member of

Rachel says: i was writing according to the guidlines, but i thought it turned out real cute

Nick says: yes me making you late for work

Nick says: cause i hit the snooze

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: i can so see my ass doing that

Rachel says: i know

Nick says: i swear its like you do know me

Rachel says: i told you

Nick says: better then my family

Rachel says: it's strange

Rachel says: i don't even have to try it just comes natural

Nick says: my knee is feelign better

Rachel says: good

Rachel says: i meant to ask you, my head's a little cloudy from the heat

Nick says: feeling

Nick says: my laptop

Nick says: the keys keep sticking

Rachel says: lol yeah A.J. says you need to stop jerking off at the computer

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: what

Rachel says: lol that's what he said that one day

Nick says: gonna kick his ass

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: he was like i don't wanna know why the keys are sticky

Rachel says: and i was like maybe it was from when he spit his soda out a couple of months ago if that's it...that was my fault

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: lol well

Nick winks:

Play "Red Monster"

Rachel says: omg scary

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: i accidentally hit the enlarge button the IM

Nick says: awww

Nick says: rubs my nose against yours looks into your eyes

Rachel says: smiles and lighly kisses your lips

Nick says: mmm

Nick says: kissing

Rachel says: tickles your chin with my index finger

Nick says: smiles

Rachel says: reaches and links my fingers with yours

Nick says: aww I like that

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: so how was your day

Nick says: boring

Nick says: slept for 4 hours after you left

Rachel says: you didn't do anything or your day off

Rachel says: aww

Nick says: kiss

Nick says: took a bath

Nick says: then went shopping in downtown ottawa

Rachel says: aw i'm glad you got to go out and have some fun

Rachel says: while i was sweating to death and slicing lunch meat

Nick says: lol yeah i ate at subway

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: there is one in ottawa

Rachel says: i hate that place

Nick says: is that where you work

Rachel says: no i work at Lenny's, but I used to work at Subway years ago

Rachel says: my first job at 15

Nick says: ahhh

Rachel says: yeah i'm a hard worker

Rachel says: don't like being without a job

Nick says: don't blame ya

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: ok

Rachel says: *rolls over on my back, staring up at the ceiling while rubbing my stomach*

Nick says: lays near you

Nick says: rest my head on your shoulder rubs your tummy

Rachel says: *smiles and slides my free arm around you*

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: kiss

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: i could not sleep when i got off work

Nick says: why

Rachel says: stupid people mowing their lawn

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: first thing i did when i got off work was strip off my uniform and took a cold shower, thinking that would help

Nick says: dumb asses

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: all i got out of it was a headache

Rachel says: and then i laid down but i was sleeping so lightly that the slightest noise would wake me

Rachel says: it's like i couldn't fall into a deep sleep

Nick says: i work today and tuesday

Nick says: off wed

Nick says: then i got 4 shows in a row

Rachel says: yeah i saw that poor baby

Rachel says: you'll be working while I'm at Idol

Nick says: yes

Nick says: you gotta tell me how you did

Rachel says: yes definitely

Rachel says: i'm starting to get jitters

Nick says: just relax

Nick says: picture me a judge sitting there naked

Rachel says: my best friend ashley is coming with me and she's auditioning too. I'm sure that'll help some

Rachel says: lol um...

Rachel says: that might me start giggling

Nick says: lol

Nick says: ash from the video

Rachel says: you'll see the videos, we're gonna be taping the journey

Rachel says: yup the one and only A-Bizzle

Rachel says: she's my bestest friend

Nick says: cool

Rachel says: yes only person aside from you that can keep up with my random antics

Nick says: ahhh

Rachel says: you know our videos aren't scripted, that's complete improv

Rachel says: even the kevin one

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: yeah i still can't believe i came up with the floating kevin head

Rachel says: omg i couldn't stop laughing

Nick says: lol that was funny

Rachel says: we're making another one soon

Rachel says: probably while we're in MN

Nick says: and why couldn't you find a pic of me

Rachel says: lol she had it hidden

Rachel says: i was like stupid it's in the box

Rachel says: she was like where

Rachel says: i told her to grab the big poster

Rachel says: but she found the little one instead, it was from YM magazine

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: she cracks me up

Nick says: yes friends usually do

Nick says: so now us

Rachel says: yes

Nick says: what are we

Rachel says: well...i dunno, what do you think we are

Rachel says: *stares timidly at you*

Nick says: i dunno

Nick says: your my lady

Rachel says: I'm not gonna deny that there's something there...

Nick says: yes there is

Rachel says: and i find myself randomly thinking about you

Rachel says: which is something i never do

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: shit i dropped a whole turkey the other day

Rachel says: because i was daydreaming

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: my co-workers are starting to wonder about me

Nick says: oops

Nick says: rach is in love

Rachel says: the other , one of the other shift leaders, James, was like "Who's the guy"

Rachel says: i was like there is no guy

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: love is such a strong word...not ready to use that yet

Nick says: trust me neither am I

Rachel says: all i know is that i feel a strong force and that scares the shit out of me, but at the same time i don't wanna stop

Rachel says: i actually wanna take the risk and see where the path leads

Nick says: ditto

Nick says: i really our nights together

Rachel says: i do too

Rachel says: i'm happy...

Nick says: aj was all dude your into her aren't you

Rachel says: shit that's not happened in forever

Rachel says: aw

Rachel says: does that shock him

Nick says: no

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: he thinks we are adorable

Nick says: blah

Rachel says: aww

Rachel says: *baby voice* but we are!

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh did i mention i break out into random voices

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: no

Rachel says: i use funny voices to be cute

Nick says: i can do some voices too

Rachel says: yes i know i've heard

Nick says: like the time I called in and did a deep voice

Nick says: but then laughed so hard

Rachel says: austrailia

Nick says: my other voice came out

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: yeah i laughed on that one

Rachel says: i also heard you on the radio one time doing that

Nick says: yeah this is nick carter

Nick says: deep voice

Nick says: your not nick

Nick says: yes i am

Rachel says: "Nick Carter is single" then Howie gave out a phone number

Nick says: lol

Nick says: howie is a dork

Rachel says: lol was that really your number

Nick says: no

Rachel says: cuz you looked a little freaked

Rachel says: oh ok i was wondering

Nick says: i still have my 310 area code

Rachel says: omg today i was writing down the date on the expiration stickers and I was all like, "What's today's date The 23rd"

Rachel says: I stopped myself and was like wtf

Nick says: lol

Nick says: dork

Rachel says: and then my co-worker was like why are you laughing

Rachel says: and i'm like cuz if today's the 23rd...i got some explaining to do to someone

Nick says: lol

Nick says: yeah

Nick says: like where are you

Rachel says: and he looked at me funny and goes what's the 23rd

Rachel says: i was like you know where i'll be

Rachel says: and he goes where in hell

Rachel says: and i was like no more like heavenly bliss

Rachel says: and then he goes that's right...backdoor boys

Rachel says: and i chucked a piece of ice at him

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: and he goes i hope t drive off a cliff and die, especially the little blonde one (he was just joking by the way, trying to aggrevate me)

Nick says: grrr

Rachel says: so I chased him around the door with some duck tape and caught up with him, taped his hat down to his head

Rachel says: took him 20 minutes to get out of that

Rachel says: and he was like sheesh, it wasn't that bad, I pointed the mayo spatula at him and was like "No one talks about my Nicky like that."

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: aww ty baby

Rachel says: yw

Rachel says: but he continued to tease me though

Rachel says: we were real slow and he was messing with the computer

Rachel says: i was sitting on the counter, sipping on my water and i glanced over and he was googling pics of you

Rachel says: i ran over and shut off the screen

Nick says: lol

Nick says: why

Rachel says: cuz he was going ooo

Rachel says: i was stop it!

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: my crew likes to poke fun of me

Nick says: gonna have to come into your work one day

Nick says: and punch him

Rachel says: lol that would be funny as hell

Rachel says: he'd probably be in shock actually

Nick says: now whos a backdoor boy

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: my other co-worker, James likes to ask me random questions out of nowhere just to see me drop something or bump my head on the table as I was reaching into the cabinet for cups

Rachel says: last night he was like so, would you suck his cock

Nick says: i didn't want you to go today

Rachel says: and i totally hit my head on the counter

Nick says: lol

Nick says: so would you

Rachel says: you didn't want me to go today?

Rachel says: hmm maybe

Rachel says: if i felt comfortable

Nick says: ok

Nick says: i would definatley eat you out too

Rachel says: i get kinda shy cuz i'm a little inexperienced

Rachel says: oh really now

Rachel says: *smirks*

Nick says: i actually enjoy it

Rachel says: i shave

Nick says: lol
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Rachel
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Posts: 14
Join date: 2008-10-23
Age: 28
Location: Springfield, MO

PostSubject: Part 2   Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:52 pm

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: no hairs

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: nope

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: bald eagle for me

Nick says: see

Nick says: i like some hair there though

Rachel says: you like the little strip on the top

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: you know how long it would take for me to grow that

Rachel says: aw it's ok no need to blush

Nick says: aww for me

Rachel says: ok ok i'll grow it

Nick says: aj is teasing me

Nick says: saysing dude why are you all red

Rachel says: oh no what's he doing now

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: saying

Rachel says: *waves to A.J.*

Nick says: he saw who I was talking to

Nick says: and he said

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: never mind

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: i get to go shopping and be girly tomorrow

Rachel says: gotta get all prettied up

Nick says: awww take pics

Rachel says: yes for sure

Rachel says: i hope i can get my hair done

Rachel says: not sure if my salon is open tomorrow

Rachel says: they have one day a week where they're closed, but don't remember what day that was

Rachel says: i'm definitely getting my nails and feet done

Rachel says: then i gotta go shopping for a pair of cute capris

Rachel says: i went down a whole pant size

Nick says: good

Rachel says: i wish i knew what to do to work out my arms

Nick says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzgDxllD87o&feature=email

Nick says: lift weights

Nick says: and push ups

Nick says: omg i am such a dork on stage

Rachel says: aww sweetie you look good

Rachel says: very sexy

Nick says: lol

Nick says: ty

Rachel says: yw

Rachel says: you look happy

Nick says: i iiiiiiii

Nick says: got you

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: love your belt

Nick says: ty

Rachel says: yw

Nick says: want it

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: wouldn't fit me

Nick says: as a souvenier

Rachel says: oo here comes your big note

Rachel says: you sang the whole song

Rachel says: did you take out Blow Your Mind

Nick says: yes

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: aw man

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: i will do it at your show

Nick says: relax

Rachel says: oh it's ok

Rachel says: this is my favorite song of yours

Nick says: hi amazing you Hi sweet, You are so sweet by giving so much from yourself to all of us!

So I just made this song...really a second ago. while i was thinking about your bulletin and isnt that sweet in the way you talk to a girl on youtube...you are amazing to all of us...

Nick says: To me it goes the other way around...you stick with me for ever in my cos you are so amazing...

btw you surprised us all with this awesome version of I got you (video attached) so beautifull and omg that jump on the end...I how you enjoy to be on stage...you are a true sweet shining all through...

Nick says: she wanted me to do the full song at her show

Nick says: as proof I was real

Rachel says: oh wow bet she was shocked

Nick says: yes

Nick says: she wrote me a song

Rachel says: aw sweet

Nick says:
I’m sending you sunlight
The light in the dark so you’ll be all right
I’m sending you sunlight
We’ll meet in the daylight
Sunlight...

I share this with you
cause I wish you all true in life
Rachel says:
aw that's sweet
Nick says:
I had a spare light
saved for someone all mine with a
that knows how to hide
no longer feeling
cause the earth came down with
all her darkness around

I’m sending you sunlight
The light in the dark so you’ll be all right
I’m sending you sunlight
so we’ll meet in the daylight
Sunlight

Nick says:
Never knew I would be the one
Helping through where it goes all wrong
So I want to share this with you ...

I’m sending you sunlight
Cos you deserve daylight
With all my I pray for this to be all right
So we can be out in the sunlight…
No more worries for a place to hide...
Sunlight Sunlight…

Rachel says: that's pretty

Nick says:
I’m sending you sunlight
The light in the dark so you’ll be all right
I’m sending you sunlight
We’ll meet in the daylight
Sunlight


Talk soon

Nick says: yes it is

Rachel says: i think it's sweet when fans do that kind of stuff for you guys. Like the real admiration, not the screaming omg i you stuff

Nick says: watching your aj one

Rachel says: man i poured my heart out in that video

Rachel says: i wrote the poem myself

Nick says: wow really

Rachel says: thank you

Rachel says: omg a fucking spider came out from behind my couch and scared the shit out of me

Rachel says: now i'm standing up, leaning over my laptop cuz i dunno where it went

Nick says: oh god

Nick says: kill it

Rachel says: i can't find it

Nick says: maybe its up your leg

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: no it's not, i watched it crawl onto the side of the couch

Rachel says: ok i'm stting on the love seat tonight

Rachel says: *shudders*

Rachel says: jesus that didn't help my stomach

Nick says: awww

Rachel says: grr

Nick says: holding you

Rachel says: protect me from the evil eight legged creature

Rachel says: *still eyeing the couch&

Rachel says: yes i don't like bugs

Rachel says: only insects i will touch are catapillers, lady bugs, and butterflies

Nick says: lol

Nick says: omg

Nick says: this is too funny

Rachel says: lol glad you're finding this humorous *crossing arms and looking away from you*

Nick says: come on

Rachel says: hmph

Nick says: stroking my hand up and down your arm

Rachel says: no

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: *eyeing you evilly*

Rachel says: *pokes your side8

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: kiss

Nick says: don't wanna kiss you now

Nick says: crosses arms looks away

Rachel says: aww

Rachel says: *smirks and crawls onto your lap, licks your neck*

Nick says: mmmm

Rachel says: hee hee

Nick says: ok ok

Nick says: kissing you

Rachel says: oooh i found some change on my couch

Rachel says: i'm rich

Rachel says: a whole .64 cents

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: make that 69

Rachel says: i found a Nickel

Nick says: cool.ur wicked .anyway how are you doingi u so much .can we fuck sometimes

Nick says: lol

Nick says: just fan mail

Rachel says: wow

Rachel says: oh damn

Nick says: she is 16

Rachel says: i will never understand how someone can be that open

Rachel says: i could never do that

Rachel says: i have enough trouble telling you i like you let alone ask to fuck

Nick says: You're one evil man! I guess I ya anyways.

Nick says: but I could never fuck you

Nick says: if we ever get together like that it be pure

Nick says: and only

Rachel says: aww *blushing*

Rachel says: glad to know that you respect me

Nick says: yes i do

Rachel says: "Nick Carter is such a damn tease! Damn you Nick for being so sexy!"

Rachel says: lol that's what someone put on their myspace

Nick says: lol

Nick says: oops my bad

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: i had someone on my myspace ask me if i saw that bullitin you left on you tube

Rachel says: and i'm like no guess i missed it

Nick says: lol

Nick says: oh yeah wonder if I got any replies to that

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: ok

Rachel says: i'm looking at this pic someone took of you at the soundcheck in Nova Scotia...ok excuse me for being blunt, but GOD DAMN!! *drools*

Nick says: oh jesus

Rachel says: lol ok i'm done being a whore

Nick says: what pick

Rachel says: it's a pic of you in a grey wife beater

Rachel says: i thin it was nova scotia

Nick says: oh

Rachel says: doesn't matter

Rachel says: i closed the pic

Rachel says: lol i just had to say it i'll be quiet now

Nick says: lol

Nick says: wtf

Rachel says: what

Nick says: why didn't my comment show on your page

Rachel says: what comment

Nick says: i just left one

Nick says: and its not there

Nick says: grr

Nick says: i'm a dork

Nick says: had to refresh the page

Rachel says: oh no it's there

Rachel says: aww

Nick says: you will have questions now

Rachel says: lol um yeah

Rachel says: better come up with excuses quick

Nick says: lol

Nick says: he called you hun

Nick says: wants to make you happy

Nick says: he kissed you

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: lol i'll just say we're just friends

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: if anyone asks

Rachel says: which i doubt

Rachel says: no one really pays attention to my page anymore

Nick says: i do

Nick says: love the background

Rachel says: i know and you're the only that matters

Rachel says: ty took me six hours to make that one

Nick says: your the only thing in my life that matters right now

Rachel says: aww

Rachel says: well i'm glad i can bring something special into your life

Nick says: i been smiling like a goofball past 3 days

Rachel says: lol aww

Rachel says: bet the guys give you shit too

Nick says: its ok

Rachel says: it's worth it

Nick says: they can't touch me

Nick says: cause i got you

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: are you gonna be this open on the 23rd

Rachel says: or are you gonna get all shy on me

Nick says: probably all shy

Rachel says: aww

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh that's right you're mr shy

Rachel says: lol i'll have to keep things going with my babbling

Rachel says: lol not

Rachel says: oh yeah remember that comment you left me a couple of months ago saying you missed talking to me

Rachel says: right before you gave me this msn name

Nick says: yeah

Rachel says: i had my friend kristy from Austrailia ask me about it and I told her that "Nick" was a code name

Rachel says: and she fell for it

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: she was the one that begged you to post the I Got You music video before your first page got deleted

Rachel says: she still asks me every once in a while if i talk to you and every time i'm like nope, haven't heard from him. She still has your tbirdy name and she's like he never comes on

Rachel says: i'm like yeah i know

Rachel says: uh there goes my stomach brb

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: *plops down beside you and lays my head in your lap*

Nick says: like being that close to my cock

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: *smacks your leg*

Nick says: lol ow

Rachel says: be nice to me

Nick says: i am

Nick says: playing with your hair

Nick says: come on

Nick says: pouts

Rachel says: *blows a rasberry*

Rachel says: ok ok *sits up and kisses you*

Rachel says: you're forgiven

Nick says: mmm

Nick says: pulls you on my lap

Nick says: wraps my arms around your kissing you passionately

Rachel says: *links my arms around your neck and es you , biting lightly on your bottom lip*

Nick says: damn

Rachel says: *innocent smile*

Nick says: man I wish you was here

Rachel says: oh so do i

Rachel says: i'd do anything to get out here for a few days

Nick says: slips my hand under your shirt grabs your breast

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: *playfully glares at you*

Nick says: no slap

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: lol aww

Rachel says: i'd never slap you

Rachel says: just give you the silent treatment

Rachel says: find my most unattractive pajamas and say good night

Rachel says: i had a dream about you when i fell asleep for like 15 minutes earlier today

Nick says: tell me

Rachel says: it wasn't anything sexual, but i dreamt that i was in your hotel room, feeling the way I did when I got home (like crap). You came into the room and laid beside me on the bed and was asking me if you could do anything for me.

Rachel says: then somehow A.J. got into the room

Rachel says: and he was being a big pest

Rachel says: you got really mad at him

Rachel says: cuz he wouldn't leave me alone

Nick says: lol

Nick says: sounds like him

Rachel says: he was being a huge pest

Rachel says: he was like dude i'm hungry, i feel like a big juicy burger with lots of toppings

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: and i'm laying there going omg make him stop

Nick says: lol

Nick says: well if your in my hotel room all doors will be locked

Rachel says: and he kept going on and on about food and i was like i swear to god i will puke if he doesn't stop, so you threatened to beat him down if he didn't leave

Rachel says: oh well that's good to know

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: kiss

Rachel says: *looking at you intently while playing with the of your neck with my nails*

Nick says: you have no idea what you do to me

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: lol need a cold shower

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: brb

Nick says: shakes my wet hair on you

Rachel says: *giggles and hides my computer away from you*

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: kiss

Rachel says: feel better

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: good

Nick says: had to jerk off

Rachel says: lol well then *blushing*

Nick says: thought about you the entire time

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: awww

Rachel says: that's ok i've thought about you before

Rachel says: like last night

Nick says: lol

Nick says: when you materbated

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: kiss

Rachel says: yes

Nick says: omg its late

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: yes

Nick says: brb i need a drink

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: back

Rachel says: wb

Nick says: gave a fan a kiss

Rachel says: aw

Nick says: and took her oreos

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: oops

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: oh while you were in the shower, i killed that spider

Nick says: she is here

Nick says: lol

Nick says: rene says hi

Rachel says: oh hi

Nick says: we are sharing the oreos

Rachel says: oh cool

Nick says: called room service for milk

Rachel says: lol cute

Nick says: now she wants to know where aj's room is

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: brb

Rachel says: ok
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PostSubject: Part 3   Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:53 pm

Nick says: gonna take her to jizzle

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: at least one of us is getting lucky

Rachel says: aw

Nick says: don't care i got the oreos

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: and you got me on the computer...wow that was lame

Rachel says: lol nevermind

Nick says: yes I do

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: kiss *looks away*

Nick says: better then not having you at all

Rachel says: *shakes my head* dunno why i'm so special, but I'm not questioning it.

Nick says: no you better not

Nick says: kiss

Nick says: but you are very very special to me

Rachel says: i know, i'm slowly having faith in that idea.

Nick says: good

Nick says: like you said god brought us together for a reason

Rachel says: i definitely believe that

Nick says: just please

Nick says: promise me you won't dump me for aj

Nick says: like tiffany did

Rachel says: oh jesus, no way

Rachel says: A.J. is cool and all but so not my type

Rachel says: not even close

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: he's make a great friend and shopping buddy

Rachel says: that's it

Nick says: i know he is your hero and all

Rachel says: only for that one reason, he's not my entire world

Nick says: that be like me dumping you and dating ash

Rachel says: oh god i'd be hurt

Nick says: me too

Rachel says: i'd never do that to you, i'm not like that

Nick says: i really do like and care alot about you

Rachel says: and i feel the same for you, even more now than i ever did

Rachel says: if that makes any sense

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: good

Nick says: lol

Nick says: its the carter charm I know

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh don't give me that carter charm crap

Nick says: lol

Nick says: what

Rachel says: that never worked on me

Rachel says: trust me

Nick says: oh

Rachel says: your natural personality is what does it for me

Rachel says: we think a lot alike, i like that

Nick says: and my randomnes

Nick says: oh i like that too

Rachel says: lol your randomness kicks ass

Rachel says: i love it

Rachel says: i'm random too so it works

Nick says: yes

Nick says: i like making people laugh

Rachel says: only i can see us cracking up cuz we confused each other by being random at the same time

Nick says: cause then it makes me forget all the sadness in my life

Rachel says: aww

Nick says: but thanks to you

Rachel says: i wanna do my best to help push the sadness away

Nick says: I feel happy again

Rachel says: Good, i'm glad

Rachel says: i'm not gonna say i'm completely happy, but pretty damn close

Nick says: we can exchange numbers in person

Rachel says: i'm definitely a lot better off than I was

Rachel says: of course

Nick says: i don't trust typing it over the net

Rachel says: no i understand

Nick says: never know who is monitoring your puter

Nick says: internet scares the shit out of me

Rachel says: we'll just have to coordinate carefully if we can meet up on the 23rd or not.

Nick says: and I don't know how beth does it

Nick says: but sometimes she gets convos I have had with other people

Nick says: no doubt we will be able too

Rachel says: there's no soundcheck for my show

Rachel says: lol damn venue

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: i had the money ready too, but that's ok

Nick says: not every venue has it

Rachel says: this makes up for it

Nick says: yes

Nick says: popping pigs as we talk

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: i'll be at my hotel on the 22nd hanging with Ash

Nick says: determined to reach rank 50

Rachel says: well...kinda hangining

Rachel says: lol pops those pigs baby

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh did i tell you this cute video idea we had

Nick says: 1205 to go

Nick says: from 2000

Rachel says: where we're gonna poke fun of Howie's beer video

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: she's gonna have the imported beer

Rachel says: i'm gonna have different flavored kool-aid bottles

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: yes

Nick says: no alcohol for you

Nick says: promise me

Rachel says: no you have my word

Rachel says: no alcohol

Nick says: ok

Nick says: I could of gotten drunk last night

Rachel says: ashley is a goog friend she won't let me even if begged

Nick says: and I chose not to

Nick says: out of respect for you

Rachel says: i know and that made me realize how serious you were about this

Rachel says: tomorrow i sign up for A.A. meetings

Nick says: good

Rachel says: and get myself a sponsor

Nick says: good

Nick says: i quit drinking all together last night

Rachel says: are you sure you're okay with that That's a big decision

Nick says: yes

Nick says: I wanan be sober for my baby

Rachel says: aww *blushing to a thousand shades of red*

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: wtf man why do people gotta fuck with me today. I'm so not in the mood

Rachel says: not you

Nick says: whats wrong

Rachel says: my so called best guy friend Aaron

Rachel says: i've known him for 13 years

Rachel says: i've been there for him through a lot of shit and then out of nowhere he send me a text that says I QUIT!!!

Rachel says: and I was like what

Rachel says: and he goes Did I stutter

Rachel says: and i was like wtf, yo, don't talk to me like that. I asked you a question.

Nick says: why is he being such a jerk

Rachel says: because he fucking gets himself into the damnest shit and gets pissy

Rachel says: and then when i try to talk to him he'll take it out on me

Rachel says: he lived here with me and my family for a while and he was going through some real bad shit with his roomate

Nick says: not cool

Rachel says: and i tried to cheer him up by being all excited about the contestants on American Idol getting to work with Martina McBride

Rachel says: and he just looked at me, rolled his e and said, wooo hoo let me jump for joy

Rachel says: i said fuck you then

Nick says: wow

Nick says: kiss

Nick says: don't let his bad day ruin yours

Rachel says: i think he's talking about killing himself

Rachel says: fuck

Nick says: omg no

Rachel says: *sighs* not tonight

Rachel says: and i dunno what to do for him

Rachel says: this isn't the first time he's done this

Nick says: just try and be there for him whenever you can

Nick says: whether he wants it or not

Rachel says: but i'm not sure if that's what he's talking about, he's not making any sense, which makes me think he's drunk again

Rachel says: ok i'm about to wig out on him

Nick says: that icon is funny

Rachel says: he's not making any fucking sense!

Rachel says: he's being a fucking prick

Nick says: wow

Nick says: ss

Rachel says: i asked him what was going on and all he could say was click clock click clock click clock

Rachel says: wtf am i supposed to make out of that

Nick says: dunno

Rachel says: i bet you he is drunk and stoned off his ass

Rachel says: i'm calling his ass

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: and i swear to god i'm calling the cops

Rachel says: omg he's fucking high and being a jerk

Nick says: sorry hun

Nick says: holding you

Rachel says: i dunno what to do with him

Nick says: if he is suicidal call the cops

Rachel says: fucking 13 years of friendship and he's gonna fucking shut me out

Rachel says: he's not suicidal, but he's really scaring me

Rachel says: he's just sitting there smoking a joint

Nick says: thats messed up

Rachel says: crying

Nick says: shhh

Nick says: kissing away your tears

Nick says: holding you close

Nick says: omg

Nick says: I still have my hand on your boob

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: omg someone's calling the ambulence

Nick says: oh no

Rachel says: omg no

Nick says: wtf

Rachel says: he said he's going to off him

Rachel says: omg no

Nick says: oh no

Rachel says: Nick he's my best friend

Nick says: I know

Nick says: i hope he is ok

Rachel says: he's not listening to me

Nick says: i feel helpless here

Rachel says: he keeps saying that it's not my fault and that he's not anything to cry over

Nick says: sad

Nick says: sounds like me a few months ago

Nick says: I wanted to die

Rachel says: i can tell right now he's and high

Nick says: wow

Rachel says: apparently he's gone Britney

Rachel says: one me

Rachel says: me

Rachel says: he says he's gonna smoke his joint, call the hospital and he's having himself admitted into a psyche ward

Nick says: oh

Nick says: he is definatly crying for attetnion

Rachel says: i know...

Rachel says: and it hurts me that he won't tell me what happened

Rachel says: something happened cuz he was fine two weeks ago

Nick says: yeah

Rachel says: i knew this was going to happen. I saved his life

Rachel says: i got him off the drugs and on his feet

Rachel says: i gave him someone who cared enough about him to make him feel that life was worth living

Nick says: see your a wonderful person

Rachel says: and he's been there for me too, he got me through rehab and got me out of my bad relationships

Rachel says: he's my big brother so this whole thing just makes me so sad

Nick says: i know honey

Nick says: wish i could do something

Rachel says: you are, you're talking to me

Nick says: not leaving you

Nick says: don't care if i fall asleep on stage tomorrow

Nick says: not leaving your side

Rachel says: ty

Rachel says: it hurts because if there was one person in my life whom i felt was my world has left me feeling helpless

Rachel says: shit, i told him that when i got married one day, i wanted him to give me away because that is how much he means to me

Nick says: I know

Nick says: i felt that way alot

Nick says: everyone I ever depended on gave up and left me

Rachel says: kiss

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: i'm sorry about this

Nick says: no no don't be

Rachel says: you want me around, this is the kind of shit you'll have to deal with

Rachel says: if it's not him, it's my mother or my brother

Nick says: use to it

Rachel says: or my father

Nick says: same with me

Rachel says: *blowing nose and laughs* aren't we a pair

Nick says: all my family hates me

Rachel says: most of mine hate me too

Nick says: so see we can say screw them

Nick says: and make our own family

Rachel says: well you're all the family i need

Nick says: just you me and the 6 kids

Rachel says: and my friend Aaron...

Rachel says: lol six kids

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: are you fucking kidding me

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: i do not want a jr

Rachel says: i was gonna say, i remembered you saying you didn't want kids

Nick says: lol

Nick says: yeah but

Nick says: i am getting old

Nick says: and I kinda want to be a dad now

Rachel says: sometimes my maternal instincts kick in

Nick says: have a mini me or you running around

Rachel says: especially when i start thinking about weddings and shit

Rachel says: oh my mom wants a grandbaby

Rachel says: i'm like whoa whoa let me find a man first

Nick says: well I like to participate and grant her wish

Rachel says: ever since i quit dating women, she's been on my case

Nick says: what

Rachel says: lol you do not remember me telling you that

Nick says: i thought you was joking

Rachel says: i told you and you didn't believe me, you spit out your soda

Rachel says: no

Nick says: i know

Rachel says: i hid myself from men by dating women

Rachel says: granted, i still glance at a woman sexually once in a while, but i'd never date one again

Nick says: umm did you have sex with them

Rachel says: sure i did

Rachel says: only two women though

Nick says: wow

Nick says: wow

Rachel says: is that bad

Nick says: no

Nick says: just

Nick says: i dunno

Rachel says: i'm not like that anymore

Rachel says: that was the person who was trying to be someone they weren't

Rachel says: trying to find a place to be accepted

Nick says: 990 hooo

Rachel says: and it worked for about two years and then i realized that all the people i thought accepted me were only out to hurt me

Nick says: wanna know where your accepted

Rachel says: yes, where
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PostSubject: Part 4   Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:53 pm

Nick says: opens my arms right here

Nick says: puts them around you

Rachel says: *smiles and holds you close*

Rachel says: lol how uncanny is this, two losts souls coming together

Rachel says: and finding what t've been looking for

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: cani tell you a funny secret

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: you snapped me back to being straight

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: i did how

Rachel says: when i was involved with my ex, i was forced to get rid of all my bsb stuff cuz she wouldn't allow it

Nick says: bitch

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: well after she left, i went a year without anyone and then this past October, I saw the video for Inconsolabe...naturally I saw your face and I stopped for a second and was like wait a minute...is that...

Rachel says: I kept watching and then I was like omfg they're back

Nick says: lol

Nick says: and you fell for my sexy ass right

Rachel says: and then i started catching up on what i'd missed on over the years and then that connection i had with you just smacked me in the face

Rachel says: lol i fell for what i was already attracted to, your personality

Rachel says: granted...you are sexy

Nick says: oh please

Rachel says: and age has definitely done you well

Nick says: lol ty

Rachel says: but like i said, your looks are just a plus

Nick says: came a long way since my penis haircut eh

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: i remember when you first cut your hair, my friend called me on the phone, literally crying saying omg say it isn't so!

Rachel says: and i was like wtf are you crying for, who died

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: and she was like Nick's hair!!!

Rachel says: i was like Nick's hair died what

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: she was like check your e mail, she had sent me a pic

Rachel says: and all i could do was laugh and say i like it

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: lol now i make fun of her cuz she's a hard Brian fan

Rachel says: i was like wtf what happened ;

Nick says: yeah

Nick says: damn it

Rachel says: and she was like i dunno, and don't laugh you changed too

Rachel says: and i was like yeah, but that's different

Nick says: lol

Nick says: at least yours is single

Rachel says: yes

Nick says: lol

Nick says: she don't stand a chance in hell

Nick says: whistles

Rachel says: oh she never stood a chance in hell anyway

Rachel says: i would've never let her near you

Rachel says: she's evil

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: i'm not kidding

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: i don't talk to her very often anymore cuz she's fucked up

Rachel says: hell she embarrassed me in front of in one time

Nick says: ever see luck chuck

Rachel says: i wanted to die

Rachel says: no never saw it

Nick says: rent it

Nick says: very good

Nick says: funny as hell

Rachel says: ok i'll have to check it out

Nick says: this guy

Nick says: when he was a kid

Nick says: they played spin the bottle

Nick says: and he got this girl all dressed emo

Nick says: and she and he went in the closet to kiss

Nick says: and she was all over him

Nick says: and scratched him

Nick says: and asked to see his penis

Nick says: and he said no and called her a freak

Nick says: so she hexed him

Nick says: saying that any girl he has sex with will fall in love and marry the next guy she dates

Nick says: and it came true

Nick says: and he was miserable

Nick says: and meets this girl

Nick says: a total clutz

Nick says: falls in with her

Rachel says: sounds like a cute movie

Rachel says: i'll have to check it out for sure

Nick says: yeah i liked it

Rachel says: *wraps arms around you and peeks over your shoulder* Still popping pigs, babe

Nick says: yes

Nick says: want me to stop

Rachel says: no i think it's cute

Nick says: thanks

Rachel says: your inner nerd

Nick says: i love my games

Nick says: they keep me sane

Nick says: well now i got you to help me too

Rachel says: lol as best as i can

Rachel says: i stopped crying finally

Nick says: oh and theres a lot of sex in the movie

Nick says: good

Rachel says: oh god

Nick says: dane cook is so funny

Nick says: but his tubby friend made the movie

Rachel says: ugh i got myself all worked up and now my stomach is flipping out brb

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: ok back

Nick says: wb missed you

Rachel says: thanks, didn't miss you in the bathroom

Rachel says: god knows i hope you never see me like that

Nick says: lol

Nick says: i understand

Rachel says: i found some pepto bismal in the medicine cabinet though

Rachel says: praise the lord

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: this is kinda funny, but when i was talking to him on the phone, he was trying to get me to calm down by laughing

Rachel says: so i hear him say to his friend, this is Rachel, she's like my sister...once lesbian gone straight

Rachel says: and i kinda chuckled and he goes see...stop crying i love you

Rachel says: he likes to tease about that cuz he's known me for so long. I'd always been into boys.

Rachel says: so when i told him i was dating women, he laughed and said, yeah let's see how long this lasts, face it you like dick

Nick says: lol

Nick says: well I am happy to hear that

Nick says: because I have a nice one for ya

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh of course you do

Rachel says: lol what

Rachel says: oh my

Rachel says: well i got nice tits so...

Nick says: yes

Nick says: gonan be quiet now

Nick says: no comment

Rachel says: oh really

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: no wait i got a better one

Nick says: was gonna say

Nick says: never mind

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: oh nevermind the pic is too small as display

Rachel says: i've got a real nice pic of me holding a wine glass and my hair is flowing in the wind

Nick says: nice

Nick says: send me the pic

Rachel sends: ok

Rachel says: wtf

Rachel says: hold on

Nick says: ok

Rachel sends: C

Rachel says: did it send?

Rachel says: my msn is messing up on me for some reason

Transfer of "l_dd39b9f413a6a727fe670c268fdee143.jpg" is complete.

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: no

Rachel says: it didn't send

Rachel says: ok lemme put i up on photobucket then

Rachel says: http://i134.photobucket.com/albums/q81/passionwriter81/l_dd39b9f413a6a727fe670c268fdee143.jpg

Rachel says: and no that's not really wine, it's soda, we used the glass as a prop

Rachel says: nice titty shot though

Rachel says: did you get it

Nick says: yes

Nick says: was drooling

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: omg

Nick says: i forgot my photo bucket pw

Rachel says: aw

Rachel says: here you have seen this one before, but you may have it to keep

Rachel says: wait hold on

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: the pic went small on me

Rachel says: http://i134.photobucket.com/albums/q81/passionwriter81/l_684426b7a787708bad43b52ce2bc5159.jpg

Rachel says: jesus i've lost a lot of weight since that pic

Nick says: yes

Rachel says: i'm defnitely having someone take my pics tomorro

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: if I was too add you to my photo bucket

Nick says: you could see my picks and stuff right

Nick says: mine is pr

Rachel says: yes

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: ok

Rachel says: the way you do that is you set a password to your photobucket page and only people with that password can get in

Nick says: ok

Nick says: umm how do I do that

Rachel says: go up to account options

Rachel says: go to album settings

Rachel says: and there's an option for guest password

Nick says: ok

Nick says: found it

Nick says: ok what shall the pw be

Rachel says: hmm

Rachel says: JuJuBee

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: lol

Nick says: ok

Nick says: ok

Nick says: done

Rachel says: k

Nick says: don't have many picks there

Nick says: but your welcome to look

Rachel says: ok

Rachel says: what's your photobucket link

Nick says: http://s243.photobucket.com/albums/ff193/nickypoo22/

Rachel says: how did you spell the password

Nick says: jujubee

Rachel says: it's not working

Nick says: damn

Rachel says: lemme try logging out and back in

Nick says: ok
Rachel says: grr i have no idea why it's not working

Nick says: umm

Rachel says: hmmm

Nick says: JuJuBee

Nick says: thats the password

Nick says: i cut and pasted it from my account

Rachel says: nope still nothing

Rachel says: that's way weird

Nick says: hmmm

Nick says: it won't change my e-mail

Nick says: mofo's

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: got an old e-mail

Rachel says: http://s134.photobucket.com/albums/q81/passionwriter81/

Rachel says: go to mine and see if my password works

Rachel says: music4life

Rachel says: i just wanna see if it's the site having problems

Nick says: no work

Rachel says: must be the site then

Rachel says: oh well

Nick says: lol

Rachel says: sorry i tried

Nick says: ok let me get on my cell

Rachel says: ok

Nick says: try later

Nick says: brb

Nick says: kiss

Rachel says: k

Nick says: look just sign into my photobucket

Nick says: just don't change anything

Rachel says: i won't

Nick says: nickypoo22

Nick says: pw is optimusprime

Nick says: ok

Rachel says: lol what a password

Nick says: transformers

Rachel says: should've known

Nick says: my computer is gay

Nick says: lol

Nick says: there it goes

Rachel says: wtf it's not letting me

Nick says: it wouldn't log me out

Rachel says: oh ok now i should try

Nick says: nickypoo22

Nick says: optimus prime

Nick says: with a space

Nick says: maybe

Rachel says: maybe it would help if i logged out of mine first

Rachel says: yeah i'm a bright one

Nick says: lol

Nick says: dork

Nick says: kiss

Nick says: see I trust you

Nick says: nobody but you has access to my bucket

Rachel says: it's still not letting me

Rachel says: i dunno what i'm doing wrong

Nick says: did you put nickypoo22

Rachel says: i thought so but lemme try again

Nick says: optimus prime

Rachel says: nothing

Rachel says: i dunno what's going on

Nick says: hang on

Rachel says: and you're logged out of it

Nick says: dunno

Nick says: ok

Nick says: i logges in ok

Nick says: logged

Rachel says: i dunno what the hell

Nick says: optimusprime all together

Nick says: let me log out

Rachel says: and it's Nickypoo22

Nick says: yes

Nick says: ok try

Rachel says: no go

Rachel says: lol

Nick says: weird

Rachel says: what about the e mail address that's assigned to the account

Rachel says: maybe that will work

Nick says: thejustfact@aol.com

Nick says: it won't let me change it

Nick says: i deleted that

Rachel says: still nothing

Rachel says: i dunno

Rachel says: i'm sorry

Nick says: i dunno

Rachel says: i think it's photobucket from my computer

Rachel says: cuz it almost let me in then it shut down

Nick says: ok

Nick says: brb

Rachel says: k

Rachel says: ok i checked the photobucket, it says that i gotta wait about 15 minutes, some must've happened when were both trying to log in and out at the same time

Nick says: Oh

Rachel says: i'll wait and try again

Nick says: Im in bed

Rachel says: *lays beside you and snuggles close.* I need security

Nick says: Mmm

Nick says: Holding u close

Rachel says: oh no is is bad that i'm horny

Rachel says: lol wtf

Nick says: Lol

Rachel says: i get turned on but smallest things, yeah I'm pathetic

Nick says: That was random

Rachel says: that's me...random

Nick says: Feeling u up

Rachel says: *grins as I drape my leg over yours and you*

Nick says: Kissing u

Rachel says: *kissing you and hold you as tight as I can*

Nick says: Puts ur hands on my ass

Rachel says: run my hands down your back

Nick says: Moves my hands too ur ass

Nick says: Sucking on ur tongue

Rachel says: pressing myself against you as we , massaging my tongue with yours, making my breath linger against your cheek

Nick says: Fuck

Rachel says: lol

Rachel says: i'll stop

Nick says: Stop

Rachel says: aww i'm really sorry

Rachel says: i'll be good

Nick says: God i want u so bad

Nick says: crying

Rachel says: aww *kissing tears*

Rachel says: patience, my love

Nick says: Lays on back

Rachel says: lays on my side, props myself up on my elbow and brushes my hand across your torso.

Rachel says: by the way it let me in

Rachel says: nice pics

Nick says: Mmm

Nick says: Ok

Nick says: Lol

Rachel says: i have most of them, but nice

Nick says: Lmao

Rachel says: or i should say had i deleted most of my pics off my computer

Nick says: Told u nothing special

Rachel says: it's ok, what matters is that you trusted me with that, you didn't have to do that

Nick says: I know

Rachel says: thank you

Nick says: Kiss

Nick says: I dont want to sleep

Rachel says: you're coming with me to my bed, i cannot get my stomach to calm down

Nick says: Ok

Rachel says: ok back, i had to make myself get rid of my nerves

Nick says: Wb

Nick says: Its ok

Nick says: Lays facing u

Nick says: Puts my arm around u

Rachel says: *breathes in a deep breath and attempts to calm myself*

Rachel says: been a long day

Nick says: Yes

Nick says: Rubbing ur belly

Rachel says: *leans my head against you and silently lets a few tears fall*

Nick says: Wipes them away

Nick says: It will be ok

Rachel says: i'm not usually this weepy. I'm just a little stressed

Nick says: I know darling

Rachel says: nuzzles my head against your chest, listening to your heartbeat

Nick says: No appolopy needed

Nick says: Aww

Nick says: Kisses top of ur head

Nick says: Caressing ur back

Rachel says: ugh i dunno what the deal is my nerves feel shot

Rachel says: almost panicked

Nick says: Ur worried

Rachel says: yeah...about a lot of things

Nick says: About idol ,aaron, ur feelings for me

Rachel says: to name a few,

Nick says: Lol

Nick says: Babe

Nick says: Im tired

Rachel says: yeah i know i kept you up too late i'm really sorry *more tears*

Nick says: No

Nick says: Its ok

Nick says: U needed me

Rachel says: i know, but you've got a show and you need your rest

Nick says: Its ok

Nick says: Kiss

Rachel says: kiss

Rachel says: ok baby, sweet dreams

Rachel says: i'll be joining you very shortly

Nick says: Im good

Nick says: Ok

Nick says: Sweet dreams

Nick says: Kiss

Nick says: Nite

Rachel says: Gently brushes your hair and Kisses your forehead, tracing my finger down you cheek then firmly your lips. Night

Nick says: night

Nick says: Hold me

Nick says: Please

Rachel says: *smiles as I push my computer away and lays on my , offering for you to lay in my arms*

Nick says: Snuggles into ur arms

Nick says: Wraps mine around u

Nick says: Nite baby

Rachel says: close my eyes as i gently rub my hand down your arm, resting my chin on your head. I can finally sleep...
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